I have learned so much about myself this summer. I have learned about my likes and dislikes and what is important to be and what isn't. Life should be stress-free and beautiful. The people in your life should benefit it and if they don't then they don't deserve your time and energy. Obviously, life isn't always rainbows and butterflies, but for majority of the time life should be filled with happiness. And if it's not then you fix it. I think the best part of this summer has been my reevaluation of my life. I took control of my life and I made it my own. I broke off a relationship that in my heart wasn't working, no matter how hard it was and how bad it hurts, it unhealthy for my happiness. Not so much the other person but the situation and how terrible it was to feel unhappy with something that should be the best feeling in the world. I'm on the pursuit of happiness and I'm trying to get my life back on track.
I've learned SO many lessons this summer. You really do find out who your friends are. I think it's amazing what love will do to you. I've done so many things for other people my entire life and I always try to please everyone. I make the effort. I try to keep everyone happy. I make shit happen. And I'm done with it. And I decided to no longer care about the things I can't control. I can't care about what other people do or say. I am so lucky to have such amazing people in my life.. and if people don't appreciate me or take me for granted.. it's their loss. I am an amazing person and if you don't want to be in my life.. and appreciate our friendship.. then don't be.. I will survive.. Word's don't mean a damn thing to me.. It's what you DO not what you SAY that makes you who you are.. and how people perceive you.. Keep that in mind..
I have my entire life ahead of me.. this is only the beginning.. I'm buying the ticket.. and taking the ride..
